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With great pleasure..

I hereby give you the fourth chapter of my ongoing story; “Self Control“. I am somewhat surprised at the ease of writing that went in this chapter. While I was stressing a bit about this when I started it flowed relatively easily after the first few hundred words. Writers (not that I really count myself as one) often say that characters in their book have their own story to tell and that they just narrate what the characters tell.

That is kind of what writing this chapter felt like. The conversation flowed more naturally and I think there is some good interaction between our two main characters. But you can judge that for yourself.

One thing that until recently got me, is that my other story “Cuffed“, is seemingly nearly double the size of this story. Until recently, as I just had an sort of epiphany. It took me over a year to write Cuffed, including a large rewrite as I decided to change one of the characters in a major way. (A really really bad thing to do apparently, but I think the story works better for it, despite it costing me several months to rewrite everything.

But I realised that I haven’t nearly worked as long on this story and it is coming on nicely and I am having (a lot more the expecting) fun writing it. So I hope you enjoy the latest instalment of my story:

As per usual; my stories are published under the:

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This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.

I hope you like it, please any comments, constructive and otherwise are very welcome…

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Well it seems for the first time in a long while, I have a severe lack of inspiration on what to write, or perhaps just a bit of inspirational writers block. I think the past week has been reasonably busy enough that I haven’t had much time to either think about my story or a suitable subject and research it (bad lex).

So, instead of sounding all meaningful and deep and knowledgeable, I am going to just talk and let my mind pour out onto the digital paper as it were and see where this is will take me. So be warned, it may just be a whole mess of random musings, but come on and join me, it will be fun.

The biggest event this week of course was that my Mistress and I have been together for three years now and we celebrated that quite privately on Thursday. Sadly I did not get to stay up until the actual time of my collaring, but that would have been way to late for me and Mistress is quite keen to keep me sleeping on time.

I think the last three years have seen me change a little bit, needles to say the changes in my RL have helped me in the past year but I think I have also grown in my relationship with Mistress. While my sleep is still not what most (including Her), would call normal, there is no denying that it is more stable and regular than it has been a long time. I still have occasional bouts of where sleep will just simply evade me and I lie there and stare at the ceiling. It is kind of unnerving how quickly one can become intimately aware of the ceiling and all its contours.

While Mistress and I were dancing at home on Thursday we talked about the last few years and looked at photos. It’s funny to see how I have changed and while I am still reasonably pale I am no longer the complete white creature I once used to be. I also have by and large stopped wearing glasses. And of course my awesome dress sense or perhaps Mistress hand in my ever growing wardrobe.

But after three years, it is still clear that we both are still love each other and that we certainly plan this relationship to last for a long time. Or as Mistress said when I jokingly asked her if she was not fed up with me yet; “I’ll make a decision in another three years or so”. And that is perhaps the greatest thing. After three years of being with her she still makes me laugh about all kind of things.  So I guess I want part of this blog to say this; Thank you Mistress for a wonderful three years as your girl, thank you for looking over and after me. Thank you for guiding, encouraging, listening and advising me. Thank you for everything

In other news, I think I am coming close to deciding what I want for my little cottage. I have seen a nice bedroom, and seating area arrangement (both inside and out) and {whatnext} also sell a wonderful study that I plan to use as a writing area for when I am blogging (I often do stay in-world when blogging for various reasons, those who know me closely would probably agree with me that the main reason is procrastination. Of course the biggest problem may be that I am running out of prims. But we’ll see. The biggest problem is that {whatnext} are selling so many lovely things. *sighs dreamily*

Sadly, the last couple of weeks I have been very active in world, for various reasons some of them good. Apart from a long weekend away to see my family, I have spend a lot of the last few weeks (or at least that is how it seems to me), tied up in various places and positions around our home. I have been luckily in that regard. Especially the last week I have spend more time in bondage then out. And that, in my view is not a bad thing at all. From being tied in the cellar, to hog-tied in my basket and above all, on the night of our anniversary, I ended up tied in the chest at my Mistress foot-end. It really does not mark the end of the evening better than that.

So that is pretty much all there is to tell at the moment. I need to definitely catch up with my friends in-world, which reminds me; does anyone know of a good/serious D/s club within SL, i am not talking about dance clubs or capture sims, but more one were people sit around, talk and enjoy each other company with a D/s setting. The last few club I have been to have either gone the way of a meat-pickup, suffer from owners who demand to much for their staff in a  quest to satisfy their growing need for more and more numbers, or just vanished. So Any recommendations would be great!! Just leave a comment below or poke me in-world.

So, in retrospect, all in all a reasonable sized blog post for someone who has not got inspiration to write. Guess it shows that at times, just letting the mind empty itself and write whatever comes up in you, might be a good exercise, rather than stressing about figuring out where your characters are going (chapter IV of my story is in the making, don’t worry), or writing deeply and sensibly over a BDSM topic. But that too will come again.

For now I am going to hit publish and see you next week

Stay safe, and have fun.
lexi

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Well, here it is…

The third instalment of my ongoing story; “Self Control“. So far I am enjoying writing this tail for several reasons. Mostly because I have come to enjoy writing it and while creative writing doesn’t come easy at times, it seem the last few months have done me good in actual writing.

The second part may just be the masochist in me, because up till now, I have always had a general idea about the story what it would be about, say; have a vision of the central theme of the story. Which in most cases made writing about it rather easy. I had to work the scene out a bit, and write the beginning and end. But the idea and the characters was there. With Self-Control it has been different that the major scene that happened in my mind that let me to writing this story was pretty much dealt with in the first paragraphs of this chapter.

So I have been struggling a bit, finding direction, discovering what my characters are about and how they act. But i think with some inspiration, I am getting there. Anyway, I digress…

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Language in BDSM

We all use language, that is pretty much a given and I am not even going to argue that point. Our communication exists part in spoken and part in non spoken language, the often so-called body-language, or better perhaps named as non-verbal communication.

I want to talk about verbal communication and exactly that as it pertains to BDSM, as much as in the spoken as in the written word. Especially in on-line environments, the assumption is made that written language is much the same as spoken language and people are given a ‘virtual voice’ by the way they type.

So tonight,  we’ll have a look at language. What does it means for us, what does it do for us and with us, in short .. what is the power of language?
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A couple of weeks ago, I wrote the first chapter in a story, called Self Control1. I have struggled a while to find the direction I want to go with this, but I think I am slowly getting there. The second chapter is now ready. It is a bit more descriptive then the first and lighter on the interaction but bear with me.

As per usual; my stories are published under the:

Creative Commons License
This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.

I hope you like it, please any comments, constructive and otherwise are very welcome.
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