The year past & gone by …
21 Sep 2010 1 Comment
in BDSM, Personal, Relationship, Second Life Tags: collar, Mistress
A year …
How much can change in a single year …
A lot it seems. I know I largely have been quiet here, having neither felt the need or the inspiration to put my thoughts to the virtual paper. But today, of all days .. I want to write. *smiles*
The story really starts, over a year ago about 4 months earlier to be exact. A chance meeting again, perhaps. But we got talking, just short IM’s here and there. And over time those grew out to longer messages.
I took the step forward of asking her if we could exchange friendship. A moment that felt like an eternity passed. My heart beating in my chest. But oh the happiness when she agreed.
From then on, things slowly changed, we started to talk more and more and deeper about the things that interested us, where to go. It soon became quite clear what the future was going to be. I happily sat at her feet, listening, explaining and talking the hours away.
Then .. a year ago. After having been shopping, we went to a quiet Sim and sat down, and talked, freely, openly. For perhaps the first time and last time completely equal. And it felt so weird. It was needed. We talked quietly and laughed. One of the things I have always loved about Her is the dry sense of humour and wit she can display.
And then the moment was there, I knelt before her and she held the collar out and I slipped it around my neck. I bend my head forward and lifted the hair clear as she performed the final act …. and locked the collar around my neck.
That ….was a year ago.
A year has since come and gone and I am still hers. And I am still happy. Very much so. And there are things I never expected, she taught me how to dress extremely well. And worst of all .. she taught me to like pink … and not forcibly, but subtly like water flowing. *shakes her head and smiles*.
I am sure that I come across as a lovestruck kitten, but it’s been a wonderful years. With some downs and a lot of ups and at her feet. I think I have learned, grown. At least, I like to think I have.
I have not much more to say, except this: I am looking forward to the next year at her heel, being and learning, and that over the time we might grow closer and closer, and learning and enjoying each other more…
I leave you with the following words, directed at Her … my Mistress …
Mistress,
Thank you for a wonderful year,
Thank you for looking after me,
Thank you for guiding me,
Thank you for teaching me,
Thank you for training me
but above all
Thank you
for allowing me to be yours.
your girl, your kitten, yours..
lexi.
Sep 23, 2010 @ 04:15:19
My darling girl,
It was very sweet of you to post such sincere and affectionate commentary here, girl; I think it only appropriate that your Mistress do the same…
I remember it as though it were yesterday, girl–You were sitting next to me on the same bench, nervous, fidgety, and adorable all at the same time. I had insisted, of course, that we speak as equals before we mutually made the decision that you would wear my collar…you were so delightfully uncomfortable sitting next to me rather than on your knees at my heel. You listened; I explained. You nodded and smiled demurely. I offered…you accepted.
I remember being so very happy that evening, so very secure, so very complete. Every evening with you since then has been more and more delightful. You have been such a pleasure this past year, girl…I speak as though this year was but one in a long sequence intentionally, girl. I look forward to having you at my heel for another year, girl…if not longer.
Your kind and thoughtful words have reinforced what I’ve know for perhaps more than a year, girl…You are a model companion, girl, as I’ve often told anyone who asks; you are naturally demure, gracious, polite, and obedient as well as charming, witty, sincere, and affectionate. I couldn’t be more proud that you wear my collar around your neck, girl. It has been a sincere delight to have you as my own this past year, my darling girl, and your Mistress has no intention of making this coming year any different from the one we’ve just finished.
I’ll look forward, as always, to having you at my heel, girl. Je t’aime et je t’adore, ma petite chatte. I love you/Good girl!
Your Mistress,
Blake Tungsten