Well tonight around 6pm SLT the suit unlocked and L-8746 ceased to exist and could be just normal Lexi again. The experience has ended and once again I am able, or should be able to be me again.
Right now I am really drained due to various circumstances. For now I just want to relax, spend loads of time cuddling, and spending time with my friends, cause even though I choose to undergo this, I did miss you all an awful lot, and pick up my life and go back to being me again.
I hope to quickly post a longer blog with some thoughts about the experience and how it affected me. I can only say one thing: *IF* you ever consider doing this, give it serious thought, it’s much much harder than you think it will be and even with the limited amount of contact that I had with other people, it was a lot harder than I thought it would be.
I am not saying this to scare anyone away, but to make you aware that doing this for a long term period, it *will* affect you. And yes, you probably think now, I can handle that. I can only say one thing: When Marine Kelley put the same warning in her blog, I thought as well, how hard can it be.
… now I know..
with love
lexi
I’m so happy to have you back home my love. I have to agree with your warning, as it was difficult on all involved. It definitely was also rewarding as I feel closer to you now that we have been through it.
I love you very much and look forward to our future adventures.
Thank you
it’s so good to be back home and yet it does still feels a bit weird. almost like I am in a dream, and that any moment I wake up and I am still in my isolation suit. Guess it will take some time to get back 
and yes, *grins* I am looking forward too.
I’d echo sis’ caution, and add one thought; it’s not just hard for you! There were times I thought I was taking things harder than sis was… Remember, this is hard on your friends as well as you, especially if they are close
I must say that I totally agree with you Lex, being completely unable to interact with the surroundings is not as easy as I thought either, but still, it’s a great feeling. Can’t wait to read more of your thoughts about your experience, keep up the great work on the blog
Welcome back Lexi and congratulations on surviving this
It certainly has changed you for the better because now, what you thought to be acquired like your close friendships suddenly took another face : you realized you deserve them (and they you), as everything else you hold that is precious.
And as with everything that is precious, you only feel their true valor when they are taken from you. I think that’s what this experience brings, in the end.
Merry Christmas !
Marine