Full term Isolation

As I have been writing mostly over on the Subbie Union Blog, I think a little explanation here is in order to what has been going on the last couple of days:

After my ‘adventure’ as described in Short Term Isolation I finally managed to complete my own Isolation suit. Of course being as eager as I was, I happily showed it to Mistress, I knew what was going to happen next, she would ofcourse lock it after using her RealKey (great idea to sync all items to the same key ). However what I did not realize is that how far this would go.

See my greatest problem is my mouth (I am sure I have told this before), so after telling Mistress how to make the experience better (no timers, no release etc), Mistress of course happily obliged. But what a mistake to make. It seems that Mistress is highly happy with the idea of me being isolated, and all the while having her as my only source of contact.

So if I have been quiet in world, and not talked much, please do not be upset, I am *NOT* ignoring you. It is really simple down to this: I can’t communicate. The suit is rather devil-ish (thanks sis) contraption, mostly sprung from the wonderfull mind of my sis, it consist atleast of 7 different types of restraints, from top to bottom you’re looking at:

1. Blindfold
2. Gag
3. Hood (lockable)
4. Collar
5. Arm binder
6. Mittens (lockable)
7. Serious Shackles
8. Ballet Boots

Combine this with delicious scripts from Marine and it leaves me in the following situation: I am more or less isolated from the world:

• I can see only very limited, unless you are about in my face, it’s mostly just shapes. More than 5 meter away from me and you’re moving? It’s like a shadow
• I can’t hear anything, except short remotes. The long remotes get cut off in mid sentence.
• I can’t speak, but very garbled. So unless you are an expert or have other means, it will be very hard for you to understand me.
• I can’t send IM’s and I can’t receive IM’s. Both incoming and outgoing are blocked.
• I can’t receive group chat either.
• I can’t rez/edit/interact in anyway

All I can do is this: I can observe, I can communicate with you through very short IM’s and I can be.

That’s it. Until I am released.

Now I guess the biggest questions people have are: One) Why in the name, would you put yourself through this? And Two) When are you going to be released?

As for question two, the answer is really simple: Whenever she feels like. Part of this experience, is not knowing when you get released, or at least do not have any control over that process. Now the bigger question is why. I have been thinking long and had about this. A lot of it has to do of course with the most wonderful story called Eudeamon. I can probably advise you at this point to head over to the Subbie Union blog and read more of my postings. I am not sure a hundred procent why, but at the same time, I can’t escape it, and I don’t really want to. Parts of it are frustrating, but large parts of it make up for it.

As for all my friends, yes I miss you all! and I look forward to speaking to you when I get out!

xx
Lexi